The kitchen in our house in Kettering was silent except for the low, rhythmic hum of the refrigerator and the soft, wheezing snore of our son, Leo. He was two months old, a heavy, warm weight against my chest that kept my heart anchored to the floor. Outside, the Ohio sky was still a bruised purple, the kind of dark that makes you feel like the world hasn’t decided if it wants to wake up or not. I had been awake since 1:17 A.M. checking the prep list for his mother’s visit.