Marcus still had salt crust on the brass buttons of his dress whites when our front door finally clicked open at 4:15 in the afternoon. He dropped his heavy canvas sea bag right on the welcome mat, making a dull thud that shook the hallway table, and stood there blinking at our framed wedding picture like he had to convince himself he was actually back in Virginia. The air in the house smelled of lemon floor cleaner and the frozen lasagna I had shoved into the oven twenty minutes too early because my hands were shaking so hard I could barely turn the knob. He reached out and touched Tori on the top of her head while she sat cross-legged on the rug coloring a mermaid, and for about three seconds everything felt normal. Then his phone buzzed in his pocket at 6:41 the next morning.