I have replayed that seven seconds under the yellow paper lanterns of the Maple Grove VFW enough times to know there is no pretty way to dress it up. I was jealous. Not of her youth or her lace dress or any of the silly things people in town will accuse a mother-in-law of being petty over. I was jealous because my son Caleb looked at her like she had given him permission to breathe. He used to look at me that way before making decisions. That is not a defense. It is just the ugly little root of it.