The blue sprinkles kept rolling off the cupcakes and onto my kitchen table, and Eli was pressing every single one back into the frosting with one careful finger. I had the phone in my hand by 4:30 that afternoon, staring at a number Paige had told me never to call. Eli had hidden 12 dinosaur invitations under my couch because Eli thought a birthday party would make somebody mad. That was enough for me.