The house in Cape Girardeau always felt like it was holding its breath. It was a white place with aluminum awnings that rattled in the wind and a porch swing that had a habit of pinching your thigh if you sat too far to the left. Aunt Bea lived there for forty-two years. She was eighty-eight, small, sharp, and impossible to fool about a grocery coupon. I was her niece, Margie, and I spent half my weekends driving her to the foot doctor or checking the Schnucks circulars because she swore the peaches were forty cents cheaper there than at the Walmart.