The hospital room smelled like floor wax and that specific, sharp scent of rubbing alcohol that sticks to the back of your throat. I was staring at the beige curtain, trying to remember if I had remembered to turn off the coffee pot before I passed out at the Dollar General. The nurse had propped my phone up against the plastic water pitcher because my hands were still swollen from the IV tape. I wasn’t dying. I was just tired. My potassium was low, and my blood pressure had decided to stage a protest against my sixty-four years of life.