The dust from the desert was still caked into the seams of my combat boots. It felt heavy, like a physical weight I had carried across three oceans just to reach my own front porch. I had pictured this exact moment for eight months. The yellow paint on the mailbox, the uneven stone path, the way the porch light hummed in the evening air. I was not a woman who lived for sentiment, but I had clung to those small details whenever the missions turned long and the sleep turned short. I turned my key in the lock, expecting the creak of the door to be the signal for a relief I had been craving since the day I shipped out.