I had swept that porch at seven that morning. That is the dumb detail my mind kept holding onto while the rest of my life was actively being disassembled. I swept the porch because Aaron was coming home after eighteen months away, and I wanted him to walk up to a clean doorway, not mud and oak leaves and the cracked terracotta pot I kept meaning to replace with something sturdier. He had been gone three hundred and fifty-four days, or maybe it was a few more if you counted the pre-deployment staging in Georgia. Kuwait, then Poland, then one extension that made me cry in the Walmart parking lot while I pretended to look for ground turkey, lying to him on a satellite phone because I didn’t want him worrying about my blood pressure while he was fixing radar units.