I had laughed.

The memory folded over itself, turning from sweet to humiliating in an instant.

“It is beautiful,” I said.

At lunch, the team took me to a small bistro two blocks away, the kind of place with exposed brick, hanging plants, and twelve-dollar iced tea. Everyone asked safe first-day questions. Where had I worked before? How did I like Chicago after Denver? Was I ready for NexaTech’s pace? I answered smoothly. I even made Richard Vance, my new department head, laugh when I compared onboarding decks to airport security lines: necessary, exhausting, and somehow always missing one important sign.