April 19. Roy out at 7:12. Milo crying. Janessa asked for quarters. Said, “Please don’t tell.”

Mrs. Whitaker turned one more page.

May 2. Roy carried Janessa’s phone downstairs. Put it in glove box.

I had heard thumps through the walls. I’d told myself the building was noisy. I had seen Janessa wearing long sleeves in June, and I’d told myself some women ran cold. I had even smiled at Roy in the parking lot when he held the laundry room door for me.